lilear07

homecoming dance

2006-10-01T04:20:10Z

was fucking amazing!!! i had so much fun the first time i ever danced

::sigh::

2006-09-26T03:23:10Z

Ok today was pretty cool went to ohio with zach which was fun and all that jazz but this week is gonna suck. My best friend is moving tomarrow i want to cry for real it sucks i dont know any1 i can talk to as easily as her and idk. i just dont want her to go, now im so thinking about moving when i graduate just to be closer... i love her to death! and it all just sucks. i cant honestly find the words to express my feelings about the whole situation it all sucks. just yeah i got out what i could actually semi explain

new goal

2006-09-04T17:45:56Z

i have a new goal and its not to be on aim as much as i normally am so if you wanna talk or do something call or text me

cedar point

2006-09-02T16:14:45Z

ok so cedar point was fucking amazing I rode anything that was worth while it was amazing. I got my picture for the top thrill dragster there were minor things that pissed me off. One was Ashley bitching at chris, topi, and I for checking out girls... and we almost got into a fight about that because personally I felt it was none of her buisness. Also not to sound like a pig until she starts giveing me some she is not aloud to tell me who I can and cant check out and when I can and cant do it which will be never cause she will never do that and I dont want to do that with her any how shes like my best friend. Then there was Ashley, Joel, and Joe after almost every ride complaining "we need to sit down" and shit and it was irritating I spent 99$ on tickets i didnt go there to sit. But Joe did apologies after I told him which I do appreciate even though he didnt have to. Also dont get me wrong I have no problem with sitting but as much as we did I think was kinda much. But it was just very irritating to spend that much money then sit down, when I could be waiting in line for rides you know what I mean? But anyways it overall it was pretty fricken amazing and in truth if I could do it over again the same way I probably would.

most amazing

2006-08-22T23:16:09Z

ok so the biggest most amazing fluke in the world in my eyes at least might have happened we are not sure but we are almost, ALMOST positive it happened call me or text me i shall tell you its pretty fricken amazing if it happened

::sigh::

2006-08-09T18:56:43Z

Gah so um it looks like i might lose my best friend :( shes wants to move to florida with the rest of her family and stuff... its just sad to think about. shes like one of 3 friends and its just blah! and of course im having problems with girls (but arnt i always?) yeah that ones no new thing o well ill get passed it im not the one whos losing out appearantly about the only good thing is my job its goin pretty good im getting paid well and should have enough for insurence in a couple months... i hope but jeeze when it rains it poors aye? that saying can work both ways!

different

2006-08-02T22:27:47Z

so yeah latly has been so good and sooo hard at the same time. ive been working mega alot and im gonna start after summer school to start getting my 20 hours at my other job also andyeah just alot of work and all that jazz but yeah the girl i like and all that im quite sure doesnt like me back and girls im attracted to im to scared to talk to man i am lame lol so yeahh thats all that has been up latly so sorry it isnt more interesting just thought ide update since it is a change of pace from my normal updates

ugh

2006-07-26T04:05:49Z

So i have not been up to much latly summer school basically. Today i found this sweet thing... its hard to explain its a huge live role playing game were you make padded swords and other weaponry... and sylvia is making a clan and you need at least 10 people then you go and fight other clans and its really cool its a bunch of geeks beating each other with padded weapons! so im gonna do that when im all fixed up.... i got a doctors apointment on thursday ive been having back problems and today ive been having major back spasms and i jammed my thumb sooo yeah anyways ill ttyl peace out

BACK although most didnt know i was gone

2006-07-16T21:37:10Z

I am back from up north. I went to my aunt Mary's house for a family reunion, a very small one. The big one is not until September. I met two family members I didnt know about: my cousine and her husband. She is older so out of respect we call her aunt Rushie (indian name) and uncle ken. They are pretty damn amazing. Her and my aunt Mary are old school so since I was a guy I didnt have to help with anything except pulling out a table and some chairs a few times, it was rather nifty! I had so much food: dinner and breakfast alike. So much breakfast infact that it held me over until 9:00 last night, and I had even worked out which shows just how much I ate! Anyways this week summer school until 1:15 and track practice from 8-9:00ish, Peace!

PERMIT

2006-07-11T22:07:45Z

i got my drivers permit yesterday! the end

yay

2006-07-08T09:23:44Z

i seen pirates 2! it was good

GRRRRR

2006-07-06T02:18:53Z

OMG man im home to much or hes here to much or something! i need to get out of this hell hole and away from people who piss me off so fucking much! i just cant stand him, i love him and all but i swear to god i just want to punch him in the face! it pisses me off that just cause hes 12 he can say something about me or something and its funny- haha- yeah im the only one not laughing but i say something about him its not ok cause he has "problems" yep i know what it is no matter how much my parents denys it, its them for babying him as much as they have when he threw a hammer at me and i hit him... i get in trouble what?!?! yeah that makes since like him trying to stab me and i hit him and then i get in trouble? what?!?! yep tell me they arnt babying him! yeah right.... what he really needs is a good ass kicking by any1 to show him he cant get away with everything... only problem is he is stronger then most of his friends and if i hit him.... well then i get to hear it for 1000000000 years yeah its pretty fucking stupid!

first entry that actually has a point... i think

2006-06-28T21:20:41Z

Summer is alright. I have been thinking alot latly about dumb stuff of course; girls, summer school, money.... stupid stuff. For some reason I always seem to think about that kinda stuff and it starts to get me down.. but I normally recover pretty good. I also hate how it seems I always meet cool people... that im attracted to, but.... they go to different schools and live far... and since I dont have a car... it is normally kinda pointless.

The last 2 days I hung out with Justin, of course since he wasnt in when cheryl said so they got into an arguement so I got to sit down stairs for about an hour. She bothers me so much.... she so controlling and sooo attached to him its fucking scary.... but she found the perfect person i guess.. some1 who wont tell her to fuck off, because if i trully had a gf that demanded me be home every night to talk to her for 2 hours and all we do is say... "i love you" "i love you 2" andif i dont get home when she tells me to every night we argue. I dont think so, now doing that sometimes and all that is all good, or even better when you have a friend over she starts crying because your hanging out with some1 besides her.... yeah I would told her to go the fuck away any1 agree?

(as i said nothing wrong with doing that sometimes... but everynight or day is a bit extreme i think)

Don and I hung out today and rode like 7 miles... literally

But yeah I shall ttyl peace out!

SEMI interesting?

2006-06-23T15:59:56Z

HHHMMMM Well the last few days have not been major eventful... I have walked to record time and back about 6 times in the last 4 days... Yesterday I hung out with emily colleen and some girl named sydnie, it was kinda fun deffinitly better then sitting on the computer. I have been reinspired, im going to try and learn guitar again, I figure that it is something to do... and would be kind of a nice hobby too

short and sweet

2006-06-20T02:25:55Z

AWSOME DAY!!! :-D :):)

stuff and stuff

2006-06-16T00:47:21Z

So um... today I went to justins chillen went all around then got me a new pair of head phones! im jammen some metallica the black album they rockz! Um I came home and had a few drinks then went and dug a stump outta the ground and cut off a branch of a dead tree out front cause... well we needed some fricken fire wood. ( for all you pyro's you know how we do to get that fire wood) :) and um im mega hungry and really just want to go to the park anc chill with some1 cause i think that would be pretty groovy! but um yes! leave one

E.C.B

sweet!

2006-06-14T20:51:50Z

ok so we are finally out! :) today i was supposed to hang with justin.... he canceled. so then kate got on and i asked her if she wanted to get some sushi she said yes so we did. we went bought it then went to her house and watched tv and then played super smash brothers melee and sonic adventure 2 it was amazing im not so good a sonic adventure. o well and now im home hoping foranother fun and eventful day!

thoughtful

2006-06-09T02:23:40Z

I was thinking, why on earth am I always attracted to people who have boyfriends? The last 3 girls ive been attracted to have had boyfriends and it just seems to be a curse lol. Yeah I wanted to get that off my chest and right it down, so I shall talk to you later peace out.

AND THE COUNT DOWN BEGINS

2006-06-05T21:30:14Z

ABOUT 5 MORE DAYS OF SCHOOL

conquered a fear

2006-06-04T23:52:02Z

so umn yeah i conquered one of my fears althgough its a dumb fear i went to the gay pride fest... and no im not scared of gay people in small grps but for some reason i have always been scared to go to the pride fest but i figured ide go with jenny and sylvia and conquer it, it wasnt that bad i was uncomfratable yes but i stayed and what not so yeah im proud of my self

wooo wooo

2006-06-04T03:10:02Z

ok so today = amazing i woke up at 4:45 a.m. to go to work i worked till 12 and then came home and showered and did laundry. i think went to cassies grad party which = awsome at first it was like wierd cause i was the only one there and then like a few people showed up and i still felt wierd but then like people i didnt know and people i had only met once showed up and i felt all good again it was fun. so i met a few coo people and watched and argued about something on ants on the discovery channel it was... interesting :) then like at 11 we were going to go to nationals but then sarah had to go home and then liz decided to go home and that would have left me and cassie and i dont think cassie wanted to do it without them cause then it wouldnt be normal and coo. but yeah so its 11:21 and im here. and i met some1 i do not like to much. anyways sweet day

E.C.B

hmmm

2006-06-02T19:48:09Z

So yeah I have been quite emo latly. Although it still bothers me, I am back to being quite happy. Tomarrow I have to be up at 5:30 to go to work. I got into co-op also which is kinda nice. Today I was getting a ride home and the person was talking and stuff and it made me ask... "why do I get so upset over one girl"? I have been thinking about that alot. Like there are so many of them and I get upset over one? I do think im kinda over that or I will try to be at least. Yeah anyways im gonna go but ttyl peace.

E.C.B

nothing interesting

2006-06-01T00:04:40Z

I hate when I feel like this it blows. I feel like there is a huge void missing from me, and I know it will probably be gone by tomarrow but I wanted to write about it now. Why is it always the small stuff that makes me feel like this? Like simply reading something, I can go from amazingly happy to amazingly down. I just dont know what to do. I dont even know how else to say everything that I really want to, so im gonna leave it here.

E.C.B

awsome week

2006-05-29T00:45:59Z

Alright, so friday was not all that fun. Saterday though was fun I got a lil tipsy and by time Ashley came it was gone, and we hung for a few. Then we went to play capture the flag and that was a ball. afterwords we went to leos which was also quite fun! Then I came home to sleep

Today Ashley and I went to check out this fair on 13 mile somewhere: it wasnt there. Then she was like lets go to the beach, so we called a billion and one people and no one could go..... then we got Matt and her brother Tylor to go. We went to the dollar store and bought soooo much snackage and drinkage. :Woosh:: We were off and it was cool, we got there and it was fun swimming, eating, chilling in the sun! yes! My hair looked different after I got out of the water and it dried, I was told that it was really cute and stuff and I then looked at it and it did look pretty sweet so yeah that was awsome! Now here I am.... we wanted to go tomarrow but we dont have a big enough car or enough cars... so doesnt look like we are going again :( oh well it was still a good week.

E.C.B

sucky day

2006-05-24T22:43:53Z

HHHMMMM So I woke up with an earache and a headache.... it sucked... I did not have togo to school until like 10:40 though, and i got there and it was normal. I then went to the counceling center to talk about summer school and well I cant take it because ive taken all the classes and passed the ones there offering at summer school, it really blows cause now I can't catch up on credits. That started it all... and I get home and find things out, although it is not a major thing it still sucks you know? Whatever I guess I shall live on. Tomarrow I go to the doctors for a physical and im gonna ask about the rash on my arm and about the pain in my throat and lungs. Yeah fun but not really then im pretty sure I still have to go to school tomarrow. IDK im just really sick of things... yeah um im gonna go, ttyl.

E.C.B